Brain train trauma

Hi . I'm an ex-addict who yearns to make something of the life I have left after damage caused. I had multiple operations for brain hematomas and I'm subsequently unable to carry on work as a network/IT tech because of not being able to work at height(epileptic) anymore since having brain trauma and I get multiple epilepsy attacks randomly. This left me with no option but my elderly mother (73)to muster care and finance. I have secured opportunity to work online as an English teacher but my laptop won't make it due to outdated specifications as I need a more current machinr(+-R12000 I'd also have to maintain an uncapped internet account at +-600monthly, as well as a decent pod cast kit (+-R2500,as I interact live with learners .I had sassa up to June 2024  but was rejected at second application. I would also like to further training to be able to consult at schools to help kids abstain from a substance abuse path  This lead me to implore people around me to help as I have no other way of generating funds for requirements If your heart leads you to my cause it would be gr...