Help me get back on my feet

It's always hard and embarrassing to ask people for help. It's even harder to ask for a job. I am here to ask for any donations. I want to get professional clothing for a job interview. The other day, I went to a local business asking for a job and the owner laughed in my face, saying, “Do you really expect me to hire someone looking like you” Just there I turned around and started crying with embarrassment. Today I want to get new clothes and a makeover to show this owner what I can actually look like. My bipolar has gotten worse I think of bad stuff all day all time. I need help so I have a purpose again! Please help me. To top it all off I was munged and hit over the head with a beer bottle 3 times and my phone was stolen. everything I had was on there please any donation will help